Anonymous asked: You're more than enough.
You’re kind. And I appreciate you. But I’m also in the worst terrible mood tonight, and I’m not enough for her. And that’s really all I’m caught up on these days.
fuck everything else. at the end of the day, i’m still not enough.
let’s both pretend I’m angry for unrelated reasons when really I’m just angry BECAUSE YOU’RE STRAIGHT AND YOU’RE NEVER NOT GOING TO NOT BE STRAIGHT AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO FUCKING STOP LOVING YOU AND THIS WHOLE SITUATION MAKES ME SO ANGRY BECAUSE I SIMULTANEOUSLY WANT TO FUCK YOU UP AND JUST FUCK YOU.
there were so many times this past year where I came out and told you just how much I loved you, and each and every fucking time you disregarded it. each. and. every. time. and here I am now, still loving you just as much. I hate you.